Lacking

I’m too busy living
to notice the things
that I am lacking
most of the time.

But some moments come and
strike you where you stand,
so strongly and swiftly that
the truth can’t be ignored.

I have an intimate relationship
with the strength inside me,
because there is no one else
to burden it with right now.

I’m supposed to be strong.
I’m supposed to tell you
it doesn’t matter and
that I don’t care.

But it matters.
I care.

I don’t need you to
fix it for me, I know
what needs doing.

I’m just too busy living
to fix the things I’m lacking
for this moment in time.
~3/27/15
_____
I have never felt so unsupported in all my life. This is lonely as hell.

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