Progress

I keep abruptly remembering
that its really over and
I want to regret it because
I love you so much but
then I remember how
abruptly you cast me aside
and I can’t forgive that and
I won’t let myself forget it.

And every time I start to think
how unbelievable it is that you
don’t want to be with me anymore,
I remember that you never were.

You didn’t see me.
And I never knew it.
And I can’t ever
explain that away.

But the workday
was nearly over
before I started
crying again.

That’s progress.
~11/21/13

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